Crowds of lies

Fire burns through my mind,
Its all you see when you are blind,
Patches of light seep through the cracks,
Tripping over the different tracks,

Plummeting into the ground,
Crying softly hoping not to be found,
Getting back up is the hard bit,
Cause when your at the bottom the fire is lit,

Its always that time when you doubt,
Whether the fire shall be put out,
People pushing you through a crowd,
Falling this time you scream so loud,

But they continue on their way,
They dont care if you dont see another day,
Even loved ones pass you by,
Now all they said seems to be a lie,

You sit and begin to cry,
You realise that even if you did try,
To put their words into sense,
It shall all break loose at your expense,

Now you eyes begin to burn,
All your world seems to turn,
You are ignored when you are seen,
Tell me what does this all mean?

You hear whispers behind your back,
You have lost your perfect track,
Tell me I am loved in this place,
Tell this to my face,

I need to have those words ring through my ears,
Im sick of crying all these tears,
Im sick of scaring at all my fears,

Why arent you there when i need you?
Come on tell me you know its true,
I need someone to care for my scars,
I need something more then to be trapped behind hot bars,

Your lying to me,
I need to be free,
Of hurt and pain,
Im sick of cleaning off these stains. . .