You'll Never know

Here I sit alone in fear,
wondering why I was placed here,
don't want to see another day,
please life end make the pain go away,

Tears roll down like rain from each eye,
as I sit in the darkness and endlessly cry,
many times thought of death, but was to afraid,
visions in my head of that blood stained blade,

Cant make no one happy I never succeed
no one ever cares what it is that I need,
you think you might know but youll never obtain,
whats going on in my mind and all this damn pain.