Yesterday I Decided To Die

by End Of Eternity   Nov 5, 2005


There was a time
when we had a reason to survive
time when we loved this life
with those everlasting cherishing moments
somehow yesterday I decided to die

In my life there was a phase
of those lovable moments
which are now hard to trace
I still could remember your taste
still remember your touch
I know these are just memories now
but then I realize the price for loving you so much

Time passes so fast
one mistake of my life
and forever it lasts
I know I have been wrong
wonder if for once you could have
taken it being strong

Somehow you carried on
somehow I managed to hold on
now that you belong to someone else
I feel so ripped and torn

Everytime I see rain
thunder rises within myself
and shake that wounded pain
wonder how to stop that thing from my eye?
somehow yesterday I decided to die

Now sitting here, so far away from you
with this pen in my hand, I write what I have gone through
I still sometimes dare to look at you right from these blazing clouds
the way in his arms you make romance
rush of blood within myself
wish if I could have another chance

** no matter if you find this one good/bad... but be kind enough to atleast rate it.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Cindy

    Nitin
    How sad and heartbreaking..Your hurt cries from this piece. I know from where this comes. Excellent job!

    In my life there was a phase
    of those lovable moments
    which are now hard to trace
    I still could remember your taste
    still remember your touch
    I know these are just memories now
    but then I realize the price for loving you so much

    This really got to my heart dost.
    I am always with you.
    Love Cindy

  • 17 years ago

    by Amel

    Hi, i liked your poem..it was really sad i'm just thinking if you had written this poem from actual experience..?

  • 18 years ago

    by Princess Love

    Hmmm.... I think I know where this came from. Quiet deep. Every line of this poem has so much emotions hidden, only the ones who lived it will understand it. Excellent work as usual.

    Lots of Love
    Michelle

  • 18 years ago

    by Kym

    I am liking that a lot - You're very deep mister

  • 19 years ago

    by PURE HEART

    Hi nitin.
    nice poem hhhhhhh. i liked it. but i hope u didnt think so...........
    i dont need to tell u how life is precious bcoz u better know than me.
    its really nice reading ur poems
    and ya even i feel nice to hav an indian mate here.plz do comment on my poems whether u like them or not. both criticizm and appreciation is welcomed. i thought there are no hindi poem readers!!.well plz let me know if u can write hindi poems. can i get one to read??????
    bye. take care
    bharti

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