Guilt

I am crying all my tears,
Whilst I am sitting on my bed,
Thinking of all the hurt,
That we both had said,

I am trying to understand,
How my life has been,
Now feeling very guilty,
I do not want to be seen,

I am feeling so unwanted,
Inside I am slowly dying,
Deep in my broken heart,
I can hear the silent crying,

Each day I keep on smiling,
I try so hard to be alright,
I secretly hope deep inside,
I do not make it through the night,

Something that was special,
I messed up and now it is gone,
The two hearts that were together,
Are now broken up into one,

I am feeling so very sorry,
For everything I have done wrong,
But maybe I am alone forever,
In a world where I do not belong,

Maybe they have forgot about me,
And everything good we shared,
Maybe they forgot the memories,
And forgotten that they ever cared.

Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi