It\'s Life, Deal!

Its life, deal!

And I look at old pictures,
Ones where smiling came naturally,
Where happiness wasnt just another emotion,
Tears form in my eyes,
Wondering why I was chosen for this life,
People are so cold,
Life is so tough,
Im so desperate for a drop of sanity,
Someone rational in my life,
But no one comes,
I'm sick of all these tests,
I don't want to keep trying to prove myself,
Just want to be happy,
How many times I have to say that,
What do you want from me,
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME??

Sick people all around,
Depressed, Disturbed,
Perverted, Arrogant,
Where does it stop?
Well it doesn't,
All around the world,
They ruin lives,
Destroy homes and families.
He's a drunk, he's an ass,

He needs somewhere to live,
Oh why do you have to be so pessimistic?

He'll do it again,
He hasn't changed,
Screaming and Yelling,
I told you so.

Why won't he go away?

Well, why don't you make him go away?
You liar!
Yes, you too,
Why should he leave when you want him,
Do you enjoy it?
Do you enjoy thinking fast, avoiding the floor?
Do you enjoy rubbing your cheek better?
Do you enjoy gasping for air?
I think you do,
I don't know why, but I think you do.

Why would it matter what I care?
I mean, it's only my mental health,
Who needs that?
Two more years and I'll be gone,
So why change for me?

It's not for me!
Can't you see that,
Do you really think you can live like that?
Why do you do this to yourself,
How can I leave, with this on my conscience?
Turn my back on you like all before,
Made you feel like you were meant for this life,
It's not true, why can't you stop being so stupid!!!!?