Reason

Do I really need a reason
To do these things I do?
Do I really need to tell you
Why I hate you?

You took everything away from me
You tore my world apart
You left me sitting here
After you broke my heart

You stole away my innocence
You made me hate my life
You made me want to kill myself
And so I turned to the knife

I used to hide it so well
But now as you can see
Everyone seems to know
Everyone judges me

I hide my other problems
Like the ones I have with food
Because my friends would be mad
And tell me its not good

I just cant move in from this
And what you did to me
You know how hurt I am
Its something everyone can see

I try so hard to fight it
Just like I tried to fight you
But I know Im to weak
Im sure this much is true

I cant control my habits
So reality means fear
So I continue with it
Slowly shedding tears

You must have hated me so much
Why else would you have hurt me
I cant help but hate you too
Thats the way it will always be