The speculative risk of suicide, its what forestalls any plan. That is any plan to end it all.
The piece has a well defined outcry. It shows the side of a p1ssed off EpithetPoet. Who demands to know if Happiness or love does exist.
Such questions become circular figure eights - never ending. I have yet to find my answers. But I always say ... Why do I linger on, to face an empty dawn?
Maybe to stand strong, and live long? Or what? Living life should be a blessing, but why is it so? So like this?
A deeply affective poem. Loved your message, your outcry, the confusion, the emotion especially.