The truth

I didn't want to admit it
it was easier to lie
hold all the hurt and emptiness
smile instead of cry
i didn't want to face the fact
my life is full of pain
i long to stop my bleeding heart
and maybe smile again
i feel so forgotten
so betrayed
so alone
without a trace of forgiveness
and no soul to call my own
i didn't want to admit the fact
my wishes have no home