Help me please 02/11/2005

I cry myself to sleep this night
My feelings all wound up so tight
I feel alone, no one to share
This weight no longer can I bear
I needed someone there for me
To guide me so the light I'd see
But no one came and it got worse
How did this come about, this pained reverse?

I cannot take it anymore
This pain has become much too sore
I'm left here in all my loneliness
And my friends I sorely miss
As I write this I break down
And my tears fall all around

Shivering and weeping is all I do
This life's comforts seem so few
I feel so tempted to end my life
Slice my veins, destroy this strife
I yearn to end all of my pain
But these urges scream in vain
Its got too much, so hard to grieve
so i suffer this pain I can't relieve

It hurts so bad, help me please
From this life, comfort to squeeze.