You heart is as hard as stone,
You heart is as painful as a knife,
You heart cannot feel love,
And I feel like you don't have a life.
You use people according to your mood,
You use people so that you're not lonely anymore,
You're always lonely, you can't love,
You're always lonely, as if your heart was sore.
You used me like a doll,
You used me like a useless toy,
To kill your loneliness you'd do anything,
Absolutely anything, but it doesn't bring you any joy.
You're so lonely,
You don't know what friendship means,
You don't know the difference between like and hate,
Nor do you know what loving is.
For you the only goal in life is escape loneliness,
But you can't, it follows you everywhere,
Wherever you go, you feel the same,
Every day it's the same nightmare.
The only remedy you know,
Is hanging out with someone,
At least nobody can blame you to be alone,
But in your heart it's always the same.
Day after day you heart cries,
Day after day you search for a new victim,
Day after day you look for your essence,
And day after day you destroy someone else.
- This poem, as well as 'I cannot trust anymore because of you' and 'I felt loved...' are dedicated to Cecile -
