Suiside...well almost

I looked down at my arm
and i felt ashamed
i started to think
should i cause myself more pain?
And the pills dont ever work
i wont try to OD
but the thought of hurting myself
no one could ever see
I want to just die
so i might get a rope
but no matter what i do
ill never have hope
so ive dicided what to do
Ill call up a friend
and ill talk this all over
instead of letting my life end