I'm scared of people to touch me
I'm scared they'll bite
I'm worried i won't win this time
Our endless punching fight
I take a mental breakdown
when people just say, hi
I try not to worry i try not to be sad
But you know i want to die
I run and hide when they say they love me
I slice my wrist when they say they understand
They tell me not to do it
But it's already been planned
When you hold my hand a twitch
when you stroke my skin i itch
When you whisper into my ear
it reminds me of my greatest fear
I love to be cold and alone
I love to sit freezing and on my own
it's the only place i feel at home
It's the only place I've ever known
So don't look at me and say you understand
Don't take my hand and tell me everything will be OK
See me and say nothing at all
Watch me and feel my unbearable pain...
