A Friend Instead (Personal)

I tried to keep it to myself,
All locked up and hidden inside,
But that someone came along,
In which I could confide.

And when I told them what I hide,
Hoping that they wouldn't go and spill,
About what my heart is telling me,
Just exactly how I feel.

So I told them whats on my mind,
About this girl of whom I admire,
All the feelings and the thoughts,
Right down to the deepest desires.

So my friend now knows all,
And wants to see what they can do,
To see if theres any feelings,
From this girl for me.

On hearing this I felt so good,
Wondering what the answer would be,
I waited patiently as the days went by,
Dieing to know what waits for me.

The answers in,
I can't wait to know,
My hearts in my throat,
Here it comes it's a NO.

It hit me hard but its true,
You just want to be a friend,
Its ok, I understand,
There's just a heart that needs to mend.