This pain and misery I feel
Never seems to heal
Every day I am alone
I look and look but no one is home
I call for someone to set me free
Free from my pain agony and misery
No one comes when I call
So here I am, left to fall
I scream and shout
But no one is here to let met out
Why is it so hard to for everyone to see
Don't they understand? This is the real me
I do not understand. What should I do?
You do not get it..I am nothing like you
I do not talk much, actually I am quite shy
I sit and often watch life as it passes me by
I am tired of you always judgine me
All I ask is for everyone to leave me be
I am not trying to be mean nor make you frown
But every time I let you in, you always put me down
You tell me everything that is wrong with me
Instead of how to improve. You make my life a living hell you see
I am sick of life and I want out
But when I hold my knife I have doubts
Maybe not now..maybe not soon
But I have hope I will find someone to pull me through
Until that day I will try to hold on tight
I will hold on tight, with all my mite
For it may happen, it may not
I would rather try to wait it out
You will come and help me
You will give me wings to fly..and eyes to see
You will show me that the world is not so bad
You will show me to be thankful for all I had
When I am in need you will not put me down
You will make me laugh, turn my life around
And when I pretend to be fine
You will really know what is going on in this life of mine
One day I will find you I hope
Until then I will do everything I can to cope
