Kept inside

I sit in the car and tell you of my life and how i used the knife
i see tears in your eyes
as you see I'm a lie
i tell you how i wish to die
all you ask is why
i sit there saying i just wanna go i just wanna go
but this time all you say is no
I'm telling you about my ex and the stuff he did to me
now you can finally see what Ive kept inside of me

[this was a true story of how my life]