I messed up

I messed up,
What else is new?
I should have resisted,
I had no clue.

I messed up,
I should have known.
I should have thought first,
But to mistakes I am prone.

I messed up,
I really care,
I am sorry,
I wasnt there.

I messed up,
He was your friend,
I didnt mean to do this,
Please dont let us end.

I messed up,
You dont have a clue,
I am scared,
For what you will do.

I messed up,
Please listen to this,
I am sorry,
For you will be the one I miss.