Hear me, my angel

Dear angel, you, who can see, hear and do anything,
Hear my cry, my prier, my words.
Can't you see these tears?
Can't you see these scars on my heart?
I'm begging you for two things.
I'm not asking for his kiss, his touch or his love.
I know he would never be happy by me.
I know he loves her, the way I love him.
So I'm asking for his happiness.
I want her to love him as much as I love him
My angel, I don't want him to fell
how much love can hurt.
And my secant wish is:
If you make my firs wish come true
take me up with you, where haven is.
Take my soul, take my life,
my heart wouldn't take the pain of seeing
them together and hearing their happiness.
Dear angel, I love him so....