1 More Question

Do i love him?
i said it
but did i mean it?
exactly what is it?
u can never really say
I'm unsure myself
can u actually tell some1 what love is?
do u know what it is?
and if u can say it
are they just reasons of
"liking them"
not
"loving them"?
and can u actually ever be sure?
i don't know if i can
but i wanna be
have you felt like your stomach
was in your throat?
I did.
i did when i heard him whisper those words
I've never felt this way before
well
a guy i used to like said those words
but i didn't
i didn't feel that way about him
so i let go
i guess i hurt him
so he hurt me back
so instead of letting go of him
i let go on any chance of love
people say love is strong
i guess that's why it pushed through my blocked feelings
or was it me that let love in?
I'm not so sure
did i let love have another chance?
or did love fight back and win?
or maybe it was just the guy that made me let love win
i don't know that either
all i know
is i don't know
what love is
i just know a new feeling is here
in my mind
and especially in my heart
i know this sounds crazy
i know this may sound like I'm crazy
but i think i let love win the war
i don't know if he loves me
if you say
"i love you"
and all they say is
"okay"
is that bad?
or is it good?
did i make a fool of myself?
when i whispered those words?
am i crazy for saying them?
i don't know
i was just letting my feelings come out and be heard
were they meant to stay quiet?
or was it right to say them?
I've always wanted to feel loved
but what if he doesn't love me?
did i fall for the wrong guy?
or did i find the guy that truly makes me happy?
i don't know
but what i do know for a fact
is that love is here
and it's here for a reason
and i think
and hope
love will fall back after me
but i have
1 more question......

do you think he'll ever say it back...

and mean it?

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