We all sat in a circle on the floor,
Playing a childish game.
He leaned into me,
And my heart filled with shame.
I felt so horrible and only thought of you,
I could feel the tears coming to my eyes.
I hope you will be able to forgive,
When I have the courage to apologize.
You know I love you and I care,
I really don't know why I did this.
It didn't mean anything at all,
But it still was a kiss.
I wouldn't want you to do this to me,
And yet I turned around and hurt you.
He was your best friend,
And he hurt you, too.
I don't have anyone to go to,
And it is all my fault.
I know I deserve it,
Lock me up in a cold and empty vault.
I give you permission,
You can throw away the key.
I want you to know I am suffering,
And I feel real guilty.
You hurt me once before,
But you don't deserve this.
I know that it probably hurts worse,
And you will be the one I miss.
Once again I am sorry,
I never meant to hurt you.
I know that its over now,
And its my fault I wasn't true.
