A Breath Of Uncertainty

Avenging my disappointment
While drowning in my own disarray
I'm gripping this pain for a reason
With only a gut feeling that you'll stay
Its only everything I want
Just EVERYTHING to me
and I cant leave this gracious thought
Its just me and you with a sentiment of the end
I feel this is my death Ive gone and bought
...Nothing is leaving...
Except my dignity and my way of deceiving...
I've come to find I'm unraveling
Burning only to miss you by inches
This is how it feels to be in love?
I'm all torn up and still breathing
Only wishing I would die...
Nothings real and all is fading..
All is falling and nothings dying
Left alone...I am bound for a love left untold
With a heart as pure as gold
A girl turned inside out by a rejection displaced
Simply hurt is a way of life
All right in her life has been replaced
and all is wrong
So she sang heartbreaking songs...
With a hurt so deep
She could not breathe
As strong as she was.. It tore her apart
With an end so defined only he would lose a girl
But she would lose a heart...
In the end is where she finds herself
Alone and cold bound up in her own concern
This self inflicted emotional meltdown is where she can be found
Its all a secret and nothing is known
In the end only she knows...
Its hard to breathe when you cant bleed...