I Don't Wanna

I don't want to cry over you,
I don't want to hurt anymore.
I can't believe I let you in,
I let you hurt me over and over again.
The love I had for you,
Blinded me from seeing you...
The real you.
In reality I saw everything.
But because I loved you,
I let it slide.
I am not gonna sit here and let you ruin whats left of my heart.
There may not be much...
But someone out there will take better care of it than you did.
"I'm cursed with loving you,
It hurts because you'll never know it.
I was brought here to hopelessly love you,
You ain't thinking about me,
That's the torture I go through."
I can't look you in the eye
And honestly tell you I am not hurting.
I've tried to keep my feelings buried,
But they keep appearing when you're around.
I can no longer stand and watch you move on,
While I am stuck hoping you'll come back for me.
As much as this hurts...
As much as I don't want to say it...
We can't be friends anymore.
I've gone back and forth long enough..
I am not strong enough to keep fighting you off.
I've tried to fight you...
But you always win.
I never thought I'd let a man succeed in taking my everything.
Yet you did.... You won.
You broke me in a way no one else could.
Now I have to go and gather the pieces...
Praying I will become whole again.