Your love is dieing, your kisses destroy me
I can no longer tell what is real and what is another
one of your many lies. My soul needs to rest for it
has become tired of trying to fight the days torment
and mockery. My emotions have become numb and
my soul has blackened so now it can hide from you in
the shadows of your hate for you no longer want me
around and you have cut me deeper then the blades
ever will. Your new love hates me and you have
chosen him over me and how can I blame you for I
am not good enough for your love. So will you excuse
me and my tears while I make the connection in between
flesh and metal and let the blood trickle down my
wrist in small drops as I count them silently as if
my flesh is crying out for you and my blood is the
tears that fall into my never-ending abyss. Your
tears and words can never fix what you have done
for my past cannot change but my future remains
hidden from my view as if I am playing a never
ending game. There is no way for me to win but I
wonder if I took the way out of the game, would
you miss me, or would your new love hide my blood
from your view, as it has hidden my tears so well. No
one will cry for me and no one will die for my love for in
this world I am not worth the pain so I must die for
it is the only way to end the tormenting game that
your poisonous kiss has put me through.
