When you past away:11-04-05

When grandma past away
everything changed
our family fell apart
and nothing will every be the same

I'm missing you everyday
I cant go on without you
you raised me
and now your gone
and i need you

How could you leave me
in this world full of
pain and struggle
I love you grandma
you were like my mother

Nikki and i
use to spend so much time with you
then you lost the house
and got sick
you had amnesia
You didn't remember me
But i will always remember
how much you meant to me

When you past away
life for me was not the same
when will the pain go away
when will i ever be able to
be happy again

First i lost Auntie
then i lost the love of my life
now i lost you
and i will never get you
back in my life

When Auntie died i cried
When my love of my life left
i couldn't eat
now that your gone i cry
myself to sleep

Grandma i wish i could have
said goodbye
before you past away
I know that your gone now
but i cant believe
it had to end this way

I Love you grandma Lucile!!!