Please ASPHYXIATE

Everything that could be, is wrong.
Feeling like I don't belong.
I guess time will tell.
So sick of faking all my smiles.
I can't find reasoning behind your logic.
I just wish you'd stop it.
Make it all just disappear.
No turning back.
My emotions-smashed.
Unsure how to react.
Every thing's gone black.
Can't live with these changes.
And still, so many more to come.
No time to rest, forced to run.
Constantly fearing the next thing you'll say.
I'M NEVER GOING TO BE OK.
You're sadistic.
Asphyxiate on your blood
Choke,
Die.
Don't breathe anymore.
Fade away, just please, decay.
Reject, No one, Nothing...
THIS IS ALL WE ARE.
Organic, fake, flesh.
Built to house flies and maggots.
In the end we nurture vile existences,
Just as ourselves.
As our souls burn in hell.
I feel nothing but hate for you now.
You ruined me.
Took what I had left after you
Shattered my reality.
Choked it.
Broke it.
Left it strangled, bleeding, desolate.
I HATE YOU...
AND THIS MISERY YOU PUT ME THROUGH.