SoRrY

I'm sorry for the way i am,
I'm sorry that i lie,
I'm sorry for the things i do,
I'm sorry that i cry.

I'm sorry that i hurt myself,
Make you feel like i don't care,
I'm sorry that i block you out,
And don't make you aware.

I'm sorry that my head's fukd up,
I'm sorry i'm afraid,
I'm sorry i'm scared of my memories,
But they just won't fade.

I'm sorry because i love you,
I didn't want to make you cry,
I'm sorry i don't want to leave you,
I'm sorry but i have to die.