Was it worth it?

You broke my heart
tore it apart

now this heartbreak
has swallowed me whole

i spend my nights crying
and my days thinking about dying

i eat but taste nothing
i wish the phone would ring

but you won't call me
and now I'm on my knees

praying for my life back
pleading for mercy

I'm trying to be alright with you and her
but i can't contain my loss much longer

when you left you took a part me with you
i want that piece back
so i can go on

and leave you to do the same
i want to forget you

i want to move on
but you won't give up that part of me

you play with it
toy with it
abuse it

now I'm growing weak
as i watch you kiss her

and i ask you just one question
was it worth it?