RegreT

I've lost control.
I bared my soul... to you.
Getting lost.
Trying to convince myself what I did was right.
I may seem unemotional, and mean.
I've lost control.
You're the only thing I could.
Now I'm alone.
I'm so afraid, of what I've done.
I hurt the one I need.
I hurt the one I love.
I am so ashamed of the way I made me.
Made me hurt my only one.
I can't face myself.
After I hurt you like I did.
I'm afraid to feel.
Feel fake.
Feel unreal.
Hold me please now as I give into defeat.
I've lost control,
As I hurt you so,
I feel terrible.
I feel weak.
I didn't deserve you.
And I'm not well.
Don't understand why I let you go like that.
I'm so afraid of the love you gave me.
Afraid of what I made me.