Why?

I know you never loved me
i know you never cared
but WHY do i still wish
that you were still there

I know that you're a jerk
and i can do so much better than you
i just dont understand
WHY you do the crap you do

I've never loved anyone
the way that i loved you
i've never been so hurt
when you told me we were through

How could i let you hurt
me a second time
you promised me you loved me
and you'd forever be mine

But again you lied to me
i fell for all you're lies
i cant believe i stayed with you
after you made me cry

WHY was i so dumb
i was too blind to see
that you were gonna break my heart
and you never really loved me

I am so disappointed
that i gave you a second chance
i cant believe i let you back
and gave you another dance

i just can not believe
how dumb i used to be
now i finally realize
now i finally see

that you never cared for me
and you never will
and now that i see that
WHY do i love you still?