No matter what

Are you happy where you're at?
I wish you'd take a second look
turn your bi***ass head around
and realize what you took

you took my heart with you
and shattered it completely
you didn't take good care of it
and stabbed me very deeply

I wish you could've seen
the treasure that you had
but you were just an a**h o l e
so I guess thats just too bad

I gave you everything
I guess it wasn't good enough
so you know what kiss my a**
Ill take back all the love

you will always have a part of me
no matter where you are
doesn't matter you're not here
or that you are very far

cant describe what I felt
when you went away
didnt know why you were leaving
and why you wouldn't stay

that was then this is now
things are not like before
realize what you've lost
I dont want you anymore

I loved you alot
but I have my pride
so if you come back
I wont be by your side

I cant say you mistreated me
cuz that would be a lie
the reason why you left
was cuz your mom was gonna die

I have tried so hard to hate you
but its just so hard to do
and no matter who I'm with
deep inside Ill love you

you ruined my reputation
you were good and you were bad
I know that you loved me
so that makes me glad

I'm moving on without you
I hope you move on too
but no matter who I'm with
you will always be my boo.

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