Sorry for those times

I wish I could change the things I have done,
Take away the times that have come and gone.
Take away what I have done over the years,
The things that bought up all those tears,
Wish I could change the things that bought me pain,
The things that have made me this way,
Wish I could do it all over again,
Things wouldnt be so bad then.

I just hope that the time comes,
When I can erase what I have done,
I never thought things would be so bad,
So I regret those things that make me sad.

I should have never have done half the things I have,
Because look at me now.
I am a hopeless wreck,
Wanting to hang by the neck.
Regretting the past and thinking back,
Wishing I could retrace my track.
But I cant and I am sad at all the moments past,
I wish I could do something and be happy for it to last.
But that never comes and that never will,
Every moment is lived in regret still.
I hope when I am older I dont get locked up,
I hope I dont struggle with handcuffs.
I hope this life can forgive me for my sins,
And I hope time will bring me some wins.

I just hope that the time comes,
When I can erase what I have done,
I never thought things would be so bad,
So I regret those things that make me sad.

Lord wont you help me to turn back time?
Help me to be the one that shines?
Please forgive me for the things I did,
Please forgive me for the skeletons I hid.
Please look past and believe my words,
I am sorry and this really hurts.
I am sorry for the time that I said them things to you,
I am sorry when I swear and use your name too.
I am sorry that I ever think of hanging from a rope,
I am sorry when I thought I had no hope.
I respect you lord and everyone,
But I cant find respect for myself because of what I have done.

I just hope that the time comes,
When I can erase what I have done,
I never thought things would be so bad,
So I regret those things that make me sad.