Stuck

I'm stuck
I'm not sure what to do.
Our distance
is a problem.

More of a problem
than i ever thought it would be.

I want to spend every
waking
minute
with you.

But life is getting in the way.
You work,
I have extra-curriculars,
that leaves no time for each other.

I want to get angry at you
for ignoring me.
but i can't.
because you're working hard.

I want to be sad
feel sorry for myself.
but i can't,
because i have no reason to.

I want to scream
release this emotion
but i can't
because it wouldn't be justified.

I want to think that you're wrong
but you're not
because i know you love me
and i know i love you.

Life's just getting in the way
of our relationship,
of our time together,
of us.

I can't be angry
or sad
or happy.
I'm somewhere in the middle.

I'm frustrated
booked solid
and missing you to death.
I'm stuck.