The thoughts run threw your head.
knowing wasn't believing.
seeing wasn't worth knowing.
as i sit here ready your away messages.
seeing how much pain you might be in.
you still do this one daring thing.
you didn't do it as much as i did.
but to me it looks like your hurting.
more then i would ever be.
your one of my best friends.
hoping that always till the end.
the cuts i seen today was on real.
i wish it was a movie.
i wish it was a nightmare.
where i would wake up and begin to care.
but to me now i can't even bare.
i can't do anything to help you out.
all i can do is help you shout.
i want you to stop this feeding of yourself.
i want you to be happy again.
i want you to be moving on.
forget the fact that he didn't like you after.
he was stupid to let you go in the first place.
so stop your cutting stop making a trace.
the tears fall down my face tonight.
knowing that once i begin to shut off my light.
your out again cutting up your own power.
cutting up your own willing to make something happen.
Listen i know words can't help at all sometimes.
but this is another poem dedicated to you.
i love you so much and i want you to stop.
i will force myself to begin.
nothing much for me to gain.
just that my wrists will feel the pain.
i don't want to begin again.
so i want you to stop.
please remember the good times.
no hard times.
I'm just scared to see those scars again.
I'll tell you stories about me.
but it'll bring more pain to me.
Hun listen i love you with all my heart.
your one of my best friends.
so if you don't stop.
then tonight ill be dead.
laying on the floor in my blood.
while your cutting off your pain.
and remembering the past not the future.
