I should have listened to everyone because i knew how you were but i was still fallen for you anyways and everyone is like hes just after you to get some and i kept saying i know but i told you we weren't going to do that and you understood because i didn't want to lose the friendship we had like i did with the other guy but i let it happen anyways and when we were talking after we got done and were just cuddling i asked you if you were going to be like that and you were all like no no it won't change anything and we will find ways to chill and all the stuff you knew i wanted to hear! you even asked me that night if i was you GIRLFRIEND yet and i said yes so i think we might be going out but i don't know and you are treating me like sh*t! so i don't know whats going on between me and you i wish i knew! i think I'm starting to fall in love with you.. why do i always fall for the guys that won't love me back the way i love them?
