Was it just me?

Was there anything between us
or was it just me
Did you ever feel for me
or was it make believe
I thought you cared for me
Was I guessing wrong?
I don't know if I can take this
Much less live that long
You hurt me everyday
Every hour of my life
My days were formed by tears
Not a good memory in sight
If I asked today
right now
If you ever loved me
Would you just sit there
or answer me?
I thought all love was perfect
Or was that just me?