Why I'm Alive

I sit and think wow
as I stare up at the stars
how could me, someone so weak
make it this far?

I was going to leave a while ago
but someone stepped in
his name was Matt
and here the story will begin

Matt was my first love
a long time ago
then we had to separate
we had to let go

but then I moved towns
and met who was to be my best friend
she became my angel
and the next reason my life didn't end

it got so bad one night
not even she could save me
but I met someone on the computer
and I put the pills down in defeat

his name was case
he was so sweet
if it wasn't for him
that night would have killed me

my angels my friends
I love you so much
I want to repay you
but I don't have enough

I just want to say thank you
for being there for me
you were with me when I was strong
and times when I was weak

I'm here for you
anytime you need
once again thank you
you saved me from me