My One True Love

Sitting within these walls, I begin to think, I have been with you for a long while now, But it all seems to have faded, I cant think of what I did wrong, but it must have been bad! Because for some reason you hardly want to be around me anymore, I wish things would have gone right, and life was way more easier, I love you in so many ways, and want you to know it, but it just seems like my feelings don't matter. I would give up anything for you and I to be together, but theres something pulling you away. You mean more to me then you will ever know. We have created something more precious then life. He is our son, and he truly a wonderful gift from God. He is my life, but for you, he doesn't seem to be. I want you and him to be close, to have a bond that NO one cane brake, but you always have more important things going on. He needs you in his life. He is your child and you need to be his daddy! Without you I don't feel complete, How do I cope without someone who I feel completes my life? I don't like being alone, cant you see that? The one question I keep asking myself is who am I without you! I put on a show for everyone around me, telling them that I am ok without you, but who am I kidding? I am truly falling apart. I keep on wishing on the stars above that one day my dream will come true, but my true happiness is with you! What will it take for you to see that? So I guess I will leave it be and hope and pray that one day you will come to see, that you and I are meant to be together forever!