On this day, you told me that I should be leaving
Even though my grandmother passed and I am not yet through bereaving
Throughout this whole relationship, you were my motivation
My only source of elevation
I gave you all my love and got you a job
Without a thank you
Not even a head-nod
You were the only person that I might ever love
Next to you only GOD was above.
Me loving you, I thought was all gravy
Until that day when things got all hazy
I loved you with all my heart
This you have known from the start
But now I see that it is our time to part
I got all my stuff to leave
But I forgot one thing
Here are your keys
I have no choice but to move back home
Even though I am considered GROWN
I am all alone
Without a soul to worry
Not even the one on the phone
Sometimes I can not stand it
With my family beginning to treat me like S**T
I want to get out of theirs
And get into my own S**T
So I am gonna stay to myself
Since I have no one else
This life will be a challenge
But I know I will manage
What do you care?
You look at me and see what?
Air
I was very frustrated
I was very mad
I have been sad
But now I am glad
Just glad to have gotten the experience
I just could not be with anyone since
You
And
I am getting over you
But there is one part I can not shake loose
The love I have for you is just so true
I try to play it off nonchalantly
But the inner me hopes that you still want me
I love you with all my heart
This you have known from the start
Loving you has been like a wart
Do not know how it got there
But once it has gone
You later find out that it has touched your heart
I have no regrets
And I will never forget
This time, this love
May have been as good as it gets
