I think of you,
I wonder if you were real,
I think of you,
Every time I kneel,
Locked in my conscience,
I put you away,
Denying the past,
Fighting memories every day,
So easy to love,
So hard to erase,
Your smell, your feel,
Your mouth, your taste,
I try to understand,
The workings of your mind,
Your thoughts and idea's,
Beliefs left behind,
What do you see?
When you look into my eyes,
A suffering surrender,
Don't act surprised,
I fill myself almost full,
Trying to recreate,
What you made me feel,
What you made me hate.
