by SaD-N-LoNeLy Nov 8, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
I dunno if its me, dunno if its you, whatever it is, i dunno what to do. I cant get any sleep and i feel like I\'m dead, all because the words you say are scrambled in my head. You said that you loved me, and that you\'d always care - now how come when i turn around, your never there? i know you don\'t love me so you don\'t have to lie, I\'m gonna move on now so my tears have a chance to dry. You\'ve moved on too and i know its true, everyone keeps telling me to just get over you. And its not that easy...baby Ive tried, thats why whenever i see you theres a tear in my eye. i don\'t understand exactly what you do but maybe its because I\'m so in love with you. i HOPE its love and not just lust, but even if it is, my hearts about to bust. i never stopped caring and probably never will, even if you said you hated me, i would die for you still. So please don\'t walk out on me and PLEASE say you still care, i hate waking up knowing your not there. I\'m so sick of fake smiles and lies, cant you tell that i wanna die behind these crying brown eyes? |