Mother May I

Mother may I?
You think it's a game?
All the jokes that you dwell upon
Really do cause pain

Sometimes I hate you
My friends they might too
They've seen how you treat me
But if they only knew

My face shows a smile
True feelings I hide
Sometimes it might be better
If I just died

Maybe then you might see
All the pain and the hurt
The screams and the lies
Is that all I'm worth?

My only escape
Is when I'm at school
For 7 blissful hours
I'm free from your rule

I have friends there who know me
Understand me and care
But to tell them all this shit
I do not dare

Do you even care
My heart was recently broken
I cried in bed for hours
That blade it was my token

All you care about
Is you and your 'honey'
You don't even love me
Now isn't that funny

The blade it's in my hand now
I'm not going to lie
I only have one question
And It's mother may I die?