How Does It Feel

She lays there in the dark
Its the only comfort she has.
Her face is bleeding with tears
Burning them on her face.
She wishes she woulld just die
She can't take it anymore.
All of a sudden its quiet
and the woman comes in the door.
The woman starts to yell.
Saying it is all the girls fault.
Then she slaps the girl
with all the power shes got
The marks are inprinted on the girl
as she walks to her dad.
He says that he won't do a thing
for the woman is the best he had.
He tells her to quit her crying.
It makes her cry even more.
She walks to her room.
Wishing to walk out the door.
She wakes up the next morning
after a horrible night of sleep.
She goes to school n looks for him.
Hes not there to talk or to listen.
Instead she finds him outside smoking with his "true friends".
She acts like she doesn't care
and she walks away.
She doesn't bring it up at all
and listens to everybody else
say how much of a loser she is.
She turns around to look for comfort but he isn't there again.
Instead he is with is other friend
joking around in the corner.
She trys to say something to him
but he doesn't seem to hear.
She walked out the school door
thinking of how they're going to
find her on the floor with a note that says " too bad he couldn't see just how much he meant to me".