My Baby...

I am a teenage girl
And I want my baby
They said I'd get over it
I could only say maybe

I decided to go through with it
Although I was still in doubt
You'd think my baby was my boyfriend
But he's not who I'm talking about

I'm talking about my child
The one they said I didn't need
That I'd get over it
I believe they were wrong indeed

I made a mistake
A mistake was willing to pay for
They told me the mistake could be fixed
It could be put behind the door

But when I fall asleep
In the middle of the night
That's when I see that girl
She's such a beautiful sight

She wants to know why i killed her
That she would've been a good kid
I feel like I've put her in a jar
And just closed the lid

All I can do is stare at her
Not knowing what to say
How I wish she were real
So I could hold her everyday

She tells me she hates me
I completely understand
How I wish she were real
So I could hold her hand

That's when I wake up
With tears streaming down my face
I wish I would've known
So I wouldn't have done it in the first place

God, please tell my baby I'm sorry
That she had to go
And that I do love her
Very much so

Will I ever get over this?
Again, I can only say maybe
I am a teenage girl...
And I want my baby

This really happened to me, so
PLEASE let me know what you think of this, good or bad!!!