Its just how i feel

Hurting you day after day,
i don't know what to say to make it okay,
i want to just go back,
but how to be happy, its just something i lack,

the happiest i get, is when i'm with you,
but its never just us two,
its okay though, in fact its great,
cause then you have no need to hate,

to hate the things i do so wrong,
even singing to a random song,
or cutting in so far down,
but it doesn't even make a sound,

i have a new friend,
named 'steve' who will always send,
his dark hatred,
even after you pled,

you plead for me to stop,
but all i need is one last drop,
i don't want to be here anymore,
inside me is just a war

everynight i lay there to cry,
and 'steve' lets me sigh,
its all over now, the pain is gone,
it doesn't even have to be long,

just one more to add,
yup i'm pretty much that sad,
one day i won't cut so deep,
and i\\\'ll have a cryless night sleep