Say you do Care.

Please say you do care, prove others wrong, that you do care for me and that you do love me. Please let this be the thing that you want to say to me, please mommy don't let this be the last thing on your mind that you don't care because deep down I know you do care.
I act like I'm not alone but deep down I know I am, I can't help but say I know she can when I locked my self in my room you tried unlocking it like I was part of your womb or something.
I can't help stop the pain by the poking things in my left arm and letting it all drain like it's going to be alright and one day at breakfast you caught on and I said I hit myself on my way out the door but you seen those wholes on my arms.
I thought by doing this it'd be alright take the pain away but it made me ashamed by seeing the bruise on my arms.