Bleeding by Herself

All dressed up

With make up done as is the hair.

But there's no one to tell her how pretty she looks.

She cries deep down inside.

But on the outside she just shows hate.

She used to be so pretty

And had the best of friends that would never leave her.

But eventually hate took over.

She started to ditch the friends she once knew.

Her once beautiful face,

Is now covered by dark black make up.

Her amazing long blonde hair is dyed black.

The so called friends she has now,

Turned her on to drugs and alcohol.

She doesn't care about herself anymore.

Every night she is with a different guy.

Just to see if she can find the love that is missing in her life.

But love never seems to come.

Her "friends" eventually leave her,

As they do everyone else.

Now she is even more depressed and unloved.

She thinks no one cares because of her parents.

They left her when she was only seven.

Because "She was too much to handle."

So she had to live with her grandparents.

Who could care less about her.

Thinking about this one night

While crying herself to sleep.

She knew what she had to do.

She went into the bathroom,

Turned on the tub

Until it was full.

She got in and found a razor.

The next day the news read

"TEENAGED GIRL KILLED SELF IN GRANDPARENTS TUB"

Every one at school cried.

Even the best friends she left.

If only she knew so many cared,

Would she still have done this?