You and Me?

You say you want to be with me

And I want to be with you too.

But there are walls that are in our way.

There's no way I can get to you,

Touch you or see you.

The walls are much too thick,

As they are high.

I wish we could be together.

I wonder how it would be,

If it was just you and me,

Rather then you and her.

I know I shouldn't get involved.

I try and keep my distance,

But it's so hard.

Why do you have to be with her?

It hurts me, deep down inside.

I just feel like crying.

I know you feel the same way too.

But you're slowly losing who you are as a person.

For now we must remain friends,

But secret friends that is.

But I don't know how much more of this I can take.

It's making me feel worthless.

I try to not let you see the emotional stress that's in my heart

But you see right through my barrier.

I wish we could run away together,

And start our lives like this never happened.

But we can't do that.

You say you want to be with me forever.

Then why did you commit yourself,

To someone you don't love?

I just don't get that.

I don't think I ever will.

But if we did end up together

It would be always in the back of my mind,

What you did to her,

Wondering if you will do the same to me one day.

I'm just so confused right now.

I just don't know what to do,

Not knowing what the future will bring to us,

Brings tears to my eyes.