Daniel i needed you teh most,, and you werent there

He didn't come to see me
And that i didn't agree
I drank so much
And wanted to feel his touch
I didn't feel good at all
And i felt so small
It felt like my heart was coming outta my chest
And i looked like an ass in front of the guests
I'm so sorry for what i did
But hey I'm only a kid
Ill make more mistakes
And a lot more head aches
But i will learn
And sooner or later make the right turn
Last night i got so drunk
And i felt like junk
I was so scared and felt like i was going to die
I layed on my bed and cried
I wanted Daniel here
And i was full of fear
I wanted him to hold me tight
And tell me things are gonna be alright
But he wasn't here to tell me a thing
He said he didn't have a ride
And i thought he lied
He said Derrick went to play poker
WOW what a joker!!!
When i needed him more than ever
He was here ever
So i drank more and more
Till i couldn't handle it anymore
And josh had the nerve to try to advantage
But i sat there and managed
He wanted a kiss
But Daniel is who i missed
That's not gonna happen for a while
Because i prefer a smile
Everything is turning out wrong
And I'm tr yin to hold on strong
So i drank myself a lot last night
I thought it was tight
I felt so good at first
But then i burst