Power (for Jimmy)

I don't know what it is you do...
that makes you so irresistible,
or so cute...
i have no idea what it is,
its like you have a power over me...
ill never for get the first day i met you,
or the first words you said to me...
you are the finest man i have ever met...
and ever will meet...
i love you,
but you don't love me...
you came in my life so fast,
and you took such an impact...
then you left as fast as you came in...
you completely shattered my world...
i healed my own wounds,
and you came back for more...
not just once,
twice,
three,
or even four times...
but by the 5th time you blew back in my life,
and asked me out yet again...
i said No...
No...
I turned YOU down,
i finally learned,
you don't love me,
you never did...
you used me,
and manipulated me,
you took me for granted...
you treated me like i was here to stay...
but guess what...
i left one day..
it took years to close that gap you left in my heart...
but i finally shut it...
for years it was always open for you...
to come running back when ever you felt like it...
but not this time,
i need a real love in my life...
not pain that hurts like a knife...
don't you see what you did to me...
the first time you broke up with me,
you knocked up a girl,
same reason for the 2nd time...
3rd it was because you needed space...
4th time it was for my best friend...
well you fuked yourself that time...
that was the End...
i learned how to fight The Power,
and now i am free...
i am gone,
and you will never again date me...