I don't understand why your coming back now
it has been 3 years,
all i got from you last time
was pain, lies and tears.
i believed all you said
i guess thats where i went wrong,
but i was so sure that with you
is where I'd always belong.
it took me 2 years to figure that out
and the other one to get the courage to say no,
you always got whatever you wanted from me
so i guess it's time to let go.
i still love you now
that i wont deny,
but I'm sick of you saying things
that can always make me cry.
why say you love me and miss me
why tell me you care,
when you have a new girlfriend
you even call me when she's there.
i hate that I've lost you
but that decision was made by you not i,
now you are trying to see me again
and i just want to know why.
how could someone be as low as you were
and do what you did to me,
and then just expect things
to go back to how they used to be.
you were my first love
and i will remember you forever,
but we both know that now
we can never be together.
the thing that hurts me still now
is how i remember you,
as much as i don't want it to be
we both know that it's true.
i remember you by all of
the scars on my wrist and arms,
and everyone thought
i could never be harmed.
you hurt me so i hurt myself
thats how it was all the time,
but the only thing i hate now
is that i can no longer call you mine.
i know i wont forget you
so i hope you feel the same,
but i cant do this anymore
i cant play these games.
I'm sorry about all of this but i know
we will both be just fine,
after all this was your choice
this is finally goodbye.
