Hallowed Be.... Me...

I lay in the sun yet still I feel cold
Frozen, forgotten inside
I can’t remember the last time I laughed
Or forget the last time I cried

I try to escape this suffocating feeling
But I fell like it’s pulling me down
I try to run away from the hate
But I just end up turning around

Now I realize everything that I loathe
Has become a part of me
I am a casket for all I once dreamed
And all I wanted to feel